Canter forwards, for spurs in my sides
I feel them again, over and over
I change my stride to a gallop
Racing dangerously across the course
My rider swerves me between the trees
I trust him, for that is all that I can do.
Suddenly in the distance
I see a solid meter rail
I know that my rider is thinking the same,
Easy pesy But it is not!
As we approach I run away,
Rider barely has control
He trusts me to keep him safe
But letting me go was his mistake
We approach,
But don't care to prepare
Our fault
I take off, like an eagle
But find that I have no wings
My front hooves held lazily underneath
My hind legs clip the
A shrilling neigh rang through the air, chilling my spine. Pushing Eclipse into a faster canter, I raced back through the woodlands heading home. With only the moonlight to guide me, it was a difficult task, but Eclipse was an expert and knew these woodlands by heart. My stunning buckskin Australian Stock Horse and I continued to canter, forever weaving through the thick trees. I could tell that Eclipse was getting tired, but I didn't dare let him slow, and I defiantly didn't let him stop. I nudged Eclipse in the ribs and yelled at him, making him go faster; slowly. After what felt like an age, I managed to get him to gallop.
The neigh rang
The rain beats down outside, somehow rhythmically upon the tin roof. I watch it fail heavily from the black storm clouds above, I watch it land in a nonchalant pattern upon my window, I watch it as the droplets combine together and fall like a vertical stream upon the glass. Outside thunder rumbles profoundly across the sky and bright lightning flashes brilliantly everywhere. And as the world around me seems to cry, scream and explode in pain, I want to join it.
Forcing myself, I turn my back on the window. I dont want to see the darkness outside anymore, nor do I want to see myself reflected on the glass.
She stood there, so still, as if she where a statue. Only her eyes showed any movement, dancing around. Her face demonstrated no emotion except for her eyes which where hazed and full of chaos. Tears welled up, overfilling and streaming down her cheeks, her heart was broken but only her dark grey eyes told the world that. She closed them and emotions overwhelmed her, breaking loose. Her whole body shuddered with each rasping cry and upon the third; she fell to the floor as is she had be completely snapped: broken. Her hands came up to her face and her nails dug in as she fought this emotion.
Nobody noticed, and this is what seemed to kill he
Canter forwards, for spurs in my sides
I feel them again, over and over
I change my stride to a gallop
Racing dangerously across the course
My rider swerves me between the trees
I trust him, for that is all that I can do.
Suddenly in the distance
I see a solid meter rail
I know that my rider is thinking the same,
Easy pesy But it is not!
As we approach I run away,
Rider barely has control
He trusts me to keep him safe
But letting me go was his mistake
We approach,
But don't care to prepare
Our fault
I take off, like an eagle
But find that I have no wings
My front hooves held lazily underneath
My hind legs clip the
A shrilling neigh rang through the air, chilling my spine. Pushing Eclipse into a faster canter, I raced back through the woodlands heading home. With only the moonlight to guide me, it was a difficult task, but Eclipse was an expert and knew these woodlands by heart. My stunning buckskin Australian Stock Horse and I continued to canter, forever weaving through the thick trees. I could tell that Eclipse was getting tired, but I didn't dare let him slow, and I defiantly didn't let him stop. I nudged Eclipse in the ribs and yelled at him, making him go faster; slowly. After what felt like an age, I managed to get him to gallop.
The neigh rang
The rain beats down outside, somehow rhythmically upon the tin roof. I watch it fail heavily from the black storm clouds above, I watch it land in a nonchalant pattern upon my window, I watch it as the droplets combine together and fall like a vertical stream upon the glass. Outside thunder rumbles profoundly across the sky and bright lightning flashes brilliantly everywhere. And as the world around me seems to cry, scream and explode in pain, I want to join it.
Forcing myself, I turn my back on the window. I dont want to see the darkness outside anymore, nor do I want to see myself reflected on the glass.
She stood there, so still, as if she where a statue. Only her eyes showed any movement, dancing around. Her face demonstrated no emotion except for her eyes which where hazed and full of chaos. Tears welled up, overfilling and streaming down her cheeks, her heart was broken but only her dark grey eyes told the world that. She closed them and emotions overwhelmed her, breaking loose. Her whole body shuddered with each rasping cry and upon the third; she fell to the floor as is she had be completely snapped: broken. Her hands came up to her face and her nails dug in as she fought this emotion.
Nobody noticed, and this is what seemed to kill he
My little angel
Forgive me,
For being such a selfish devil.
Bringing you into this world,
Was way beyond my ability.
Killing you was my only option,
Though I wished it wasnt so.
It was my fault to begin with,
I knew it all along.
The forbidden act shouldnt have been done,
But I couldnt resist those temptations.
Filled with remorse, guilt and regrets,
Yet too late to seek your forgiveness.
With this devious crime I now committed,
I shall, and I will
Take the burden of this sin,
To become the next Lucifer in time to come.
So rest in peace, my darling,
Dont stain your clean, pure hands,
With the hatred
Abortion is Kind
Do not despair young mother, for abortion is kind
Because your child did not die in vain
And its pain gave you peace at mind
Do not despair
Abortion is kind
Boys and girls with only lust in their hearts
They said it is their lives and it is their right
These unborn children have no choice but to die
Power of the innocent rests within them
Great is the world and those given sovereignty over death
To send to a place where no one hears little souls cry
Do not despair dear father for abortion is kind
Because your girlfriend fears of losing you
Despite she'd rather hers and your child not die
Do not despair
Abortio
I don't want to fall asleep every night,
only to dream of her smile.
I don't want to think
of the great kid he could have been,
if only he'd been born.
I don't want to see mothers and their children,
and think of how it could have maybe worked out.
I don't want to tell my first,
she's really my second.
I don't want to cry myself to sleep,
wondering if his soul went to heaven,
and mine is bound to hell.
I don't want to miss someone,
I never really got a chance to know.
I don't want to wonder;
"how would my life have been different?"
and i don't want to be
just like my mother.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
Just a quick 8 minutes on my back for the the 20 I spent 10 weeks ago.
But theres a basin at the end up the metal slab
To collect the blood
Like and autopsy table.
and when I get home, I bleed for 7 days
An angry, red reminder of the otherwise invisible murder I've committed.
It's raining again.
The sky is the color of a baby blanket
and all on my mind is that cavern in my belly
that place where the blossom came,
the orange bird of paradise bearing you,
my child.
I float empty like a paper bag
on the casting currents of the sky
blown with uncertainty
and the days that flow into night
unbroken and unfeeling, cold like apathy
I'm sorry I never felt a thing before I knew you
I'm sorry you'll never see the morning
I'm sorry you'll never have a name
or a voice
or a song to sing
I'm sorry for your never-was
and I'm sorry for my never-will-be.
They cannot speak, cannot decide--
Decide for themselves, or even hide.
No place to go; cannot live a life,
Cannot make a difference; cannot choose to thrive.
"Who were these beings?" you ask curiously.
Well, they were meant to live, but it was not to be.
For they were killed; died a tragic death,
All because of abortion, they had no breath.
"Abortion is inhumane," that is what I say,
For through this act, you take a life away--
A life that could be meant for a noble cause,
If that was so, then what a loss!
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The Bible states that is is wrong to murder,
Does it ha
Theres something inside of me,
Its growing too fast.
A parasite feeding off of me,
Its taking over my life.
I made the mistake,
The consequences are too much.
Theres a choice and its my only way out,
Termination, not murder,
Theyre not the same thing.
I dont think too hard,
Its not alive yet so why be sad for it?
Im not ready to deal with a child,
So Im not going to.
How could a mother think that of her own baby?
How could a mother choose death over life?
How can a child be tossed aside like its nothing?
How could mother make the decision to kill the thing she g
Can't you give me one more day,
One last chance?
I could be your little girl,
Your very own child.
I'm your baby,
And I love you.
Don't you love me?
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
Though I don't see how I could.
What have I done to make you hate me?
I'll never get to see you,
Never get to touch your soft hands,
Never get to know you as my mother.
You'll never know what I'm like.
If I'm loud or shy,
Tall or small,
Happy or sad,
Like you
Current Residence: Western Australia. deviantWEAR sizing preference: 8 Print preference: New Times Roman, Twilight Favourite genre of music: Umm .. Varies. Favourite photographer: Ellen. Lol. Favourite style of art: Photography. Operating System: Two and-a-half brain cells. MP3 player of choice: iPod Shell of choice: Snail Wallpaper of choice: Something dark Skin of choice: Mine's pretty good. Favourite cartoon character: Er ... Timmy. Personal Quote: Hold it all in, and it'll show in tight, parallel lines.
Favourite Visual Artist
Ellen. Haha.
Favourite Movies
Avatar
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Anberlin
Favourite Writers
Jodi Piculot
Favourite Games
Pokemon
Favourite Gaming Platform
DS
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MS Paint, Nikon Coolpix Camera, Photoshop, Faber Castel Pencils
Morning y'all.
Been a while since I've been on here, let alone update!!
Haha.
I've done a few long written pieces,(like novels) but as I want to get the published later on, I'm not risking them on here.
Umm ... I have two new pictures of the street up.
Please fave!!
Xo
Okay, so howdy.
It's been a while, and I've got a bit lazy with all the let's-do-nothing-all-summer-holidays vibe that's going on. Haha.
I have some line art at hand, that when I get my photoshop and scanner/tablet, I'll be able to upload. Umm ...
Yeah. That's it. I'm working on a ID and a written summer project at the moment, so yeah.
TTYL,
Kimm